𝖆 𝖑 π–Ž 𝖛 π–Š 𝖆 π–Œ 𝖆 π–Ž 𝖓 𝖙 𝖍 π–Ž 𝖗 𝖙 π–Š π–Š 𝖓




HEATHENS was a small dsbm project founded by goth and dooms in 1998 and was active until 2002. it ended when four of the five members died. the group made quite edgy, slow depressive suicidal black metal, which they recorded on tapes in very bad quality and gave out to the people they knew, but never actually published. they played gigs in small locations, their or their friends rehersal rooms or at peoples parties. under the influence of mary and goth, their live performances consisted sorely of a troll-spirited side branch in which they played bm covers of pop or disco songs, purposefully bad and generic black metal and silly party music (best compared to finntroll or curta'n wall).
one night in late 2002, an unknown individual went after the group members. lead vocalist nell was killed by a bomb placed under his car, that night he had relapsed after months of being clean and just been on his way to the emergency room. lead guitarist horizon was found having commited suicide in suspiciously similar circumstances to curt cobain, though many think this was staged. Lead bassist dooms was found chopped into pieces and spread out in the nearby woods. drummer mary was impaled by a cross shaped pipe in a church. the only survivor was goth, rythm guitarist and backup bassist, who was strangled and thrown into a river off a bridge he often went to. he doesn't remember what happened or who it was and went into hiding after that night, officially believed to be dead too. while not enough about the members is public to know this, all these causes of death contain deeply personal references and infos to their person and lives.
years later the projects troll side branch became popular under alternative teenagers, its unclear how but recordings of their performances surfaced on the web. though no one knows why they actually were killed, it is now said they suffered this fate for being different and breaking norms. thus, they became a symbol for rebellion against rules, society and for standing your ground in being a freak. goth often sees young wannabe edgy teens wearing HEATHENS shirts while never having heard a single song of their main dsbm branch and cringes out. he believes none of them understand what the dsbm project was actually about and wishes it never gained recognition.

the logo was designed for me by svdoniiim. in lore, it was done by horizon.





Nepomuk Veltheim | Goth | Grufti | Neo

● edgy ● aloof ● imaginative ● observant ● romantic ●

originally from germany - salzgitter, goth terrorised the neighbourhood long before him and dooms founded the dsbm project HEATHENS in 1998. He suffered a near death experience in 2002, which fully cemented his character traits. he is always up to no good and can be found in lively spaces just as often as in solitude. despite having a lot of contacts, he never gets too close. most often he will be encountered in company of his brother hell, probably smoking weed. he likes poetry, abtract thinking and touchy subjects. favourite activities are people watching, trolling and anything related to music, considering the genre suits his tastes. as a teen he used to write band fics which make him cringe today.

now playing: negură bunget - om


more goth things

quotes

has anyone ever told you your face needs a fist

i wanna be devastated emotionally

id take an interesting enemy over a boring friend

du weisst gar nicht wie schlecht das wirklich ist

du hΓ€ngst diese flagge nicht auf weil du dahinter stehst, sondern weil es zum guten ton gehΓΆrt und du nicht falsch verstanden werden willst. heuchler.

the fact that ure below average doesnt mean ure not the greatest u could ever be

fΓΌr n weg von 15 Minuten nehm ich nicht den bus. schΓ€big.

basic data

born october 27 1980 in salzgitter, germany

intersex

albino

authors note

trivia

burn scars between fingers from cigarettes

burn scars on collarbone from getting blaze on himself

cosplayed the dancer from limp bizkits rolling, who dressed up as fred durst

teen goth moved to a new neighbourhood and told the kids he was some kind of cryptid

when goth was like 12 he made a swear jar for his mom and then played pranks on her to make her swear

only blue zipper jackets

nargaroth was his bm entrance drug

favourite spot: highway bridge

likes

80s horror

(psychedelic) black metal

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catchphrases

might get my nipples pierced to celebrate

you depressing afterthought

oh well, long cat is long

why are you kicking my clothes

online names

π”₯ 𝔦 𝔀 π”₯ 𝔴 π”ž 𝔢  π”Ÿ 𝔬 𝔢
𝔭 𝔯 𝔒 𝔰 𝔠 𝔯 𝔦 𝔭 𝔱 𝔦 𝔬 𝔫  π”¨ 𝔦 𝔑
𝔑 𝔒 π”ž 𝔑  π”Ÿ 𝔬 𝔢 𝔣 𝔯 𝔦 𝔒 𝔫 𝔑
𝔰 π”ͺ π”ž 𝔩 𝔩 𝔱 𝔬 𝔴 𝔫  π”Ÿ 𝔬 𝔢
𝔒 𝔑 𝔀 𝔒 𝔩 𝔬 𝔯 𝔑
highway image will go here

traits

lisp
bad eyesight
libra ascending scorpio
lawful evil
INFP-A
depression
social anxiety
ocd
SzPD

relationships

hell
brother, super close

venice
brother, crush

dooms

horizon

nell

mary

schoki

alex

kold

death

funny stories abt his life go here

Art Voss | Dooms

● nihilistic ● efficient ● silent ● pragmatic ● realistic ●

from the netherlands through germany to the us, dooms wandered the world until he died in 2002 without ever feeling connected to it. he always accepted his surroundings for what they were and lived in them without intend to change them. he played bass for the dsbm project HEATHENS, mainly enjoyed dungeon synth and dealt with his addiction to weed and his hoarding syndrome. romance and human connection were things he mostly stayed away from, the only people he ever shared thoughts with were his bandmates, especially goth. while going through life as efficient as possible, he didnt bother with peoples opinions and strived for emotions and vibes that felt like home to his soul.

now playing: summoning - long lost to where no pathway goes


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Thilo Sugarbush | BalachiΓ­tche | Horizon

● absent ● ritualistic ● paranoid ● warm ● melodic ●

though he felt he had to leave his home to not bother his family with his problems, horizon never gave up their values, beliefs and rituals. he spent most of his life away from people. unless absolutely necessary, he wouldnt speak a word. through coincidence he became the dsbm project HEATHENs guitarist. he liked neon colours, 70s-80s culture and loved cats- though his morbid obsession with them usually came off as extreme hate. he found inner peace in walks through forests or metropolises, long bus rides and slow and heavy doom songs. in 2002, he fell victim to his severe depression and fantasies about death, short before the rest of the band members were killed.

now playing: bongripper - reefer sutherland


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Monroe Manson | Bloody Mary

● obnoxious ● stubborn ● cheerful ● confident ●

growing up in a strict, christian environment led mary to rebellion at a pretty young age. he based his personality on messing with others and hating religion. with 18, he moved together with his best friend horizon and joined the dsbm project HEATHENS as a drummer short after. mary always either set the people around him in a party mood, or heavily annoyed them. his only goals in life were to provocate, have fun and surround himself with good company and interesting people. he never regretted anything and lived life to its fullest. his interests included anything satanic and he found his way into the metal scene due his family calling it the work of the devil. he died in 2002 at the age of 21.

now playing: curta'n wall - triple flail


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Nell Heth | Send Help

● caring ● loyal ● pessimistic ● resentful ● cynical ●

neglected by both his parents, nell grew up in his fathers abandoned house in billings. he turned to alcohol at a young age and fought with it until his death in 2002. he sang in a punk band but quit and joined the dsbm project HEATHENS in 1999. since his childhood house was never a home to him, he would spend most of his time scateboarding or at house parties and got in trouble a lot. later on, he barely spent any time away from his bandmates, except for work. at rare times he could be very creative, energetic and had hopes to change the world. despite being generally distrustful and holding a deep hatred for a long list of people, he loved quickly and honestly.

now playing: kyuss - gardenia


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